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- Dear Kaiza

- Apr 2
- 3 min read

Once upon a time, back in 2020 when the pandemic changed everything, I found myself endlessly scrolling through Facebook. That was when I stumbled upon a world many people turned to for escape—the roleplay world. It was a space where people embodied different characters, living stories that felt real, yet lighter and more imaginative than reality itself.
At first, it felt strange and unfamiliar. But curiosity has a way of pulling you in, and before I knew it, I became part of a world I never expected to belong to.
At that time, I was just a lone boy searching for a place—a home where I could belong. I first joined university-themed communities inspired by trending Thai dramas during the pandemic. Those experiences taught me valuable lessons about leadership and revealed what true friendship really means.
As I continued to explore, I found myself drawn to a group that aligned more closely with my passion—journalism. They were broadcasters, DJs, singers, and voice actors who created something that felt incredibly real: a home station. Being part of it gave me a sense of belonging I had long been searching for.
I started as someone reserved—a beginner still learning, still discovering my voice. Everything felt light and enjoyable, and along the way, I gained not only skills but also friendships. I embraced that station as my home, a place where I believed I was safe.
But time has a way of revealing truths we often overlook. Slowly, intentions became clearer, and actions spoke louder than words. What I once called home became a space that tested my confidence and character. I learned one of the hardest lessons: knowing when to stand firm and when to walk away—especially from a place where you are no longer genuinely valued.
Even so, walking away did not stop me from searching for what “home” truly means.
Along the journey, I met new people. At first, I thought they would be no different from those I had encountered before—but time proved otherwise. We shared the same experience of leaving, the same sense of being lost. Together, we decided to build our own home.
In the beginning, things felt hopeful. But as time passed, the foundation we were building faced challenges. Misunderstandings arose, and the same feelings of being undervalued and left out began to surface once again. It was a painful cycle—one that left us questioning where we truly belonged.
Eventually, everything came to a pause. A hiatus. A moment where we chose to step back, rest, and reflect after being tested both as individuals and as friends.
Months went by in silence and reflection—until one day, like a sudden breeze, an unexpected invitation arrived. It came from someone I never thought would reach out. At first, I believed it was just a simple request for support. But in reality, it was something more—it was an invitation to begin again.
Without hesitation, I accepted. I saw it as my last chance to finally find a place I could truly call home. And perhaps it was fate that it carried a color so close to my heart—a color that reminded me of my childhood and the memories I hold dear.
At first, everything felt both new and familiar. But this time, things unfolded differently. Slowly and surely, we grew—not just in skill, but in understanding, maturity, and trust.
What we built became something special. A home shaped not by perfection, but by the shared wounds, experiences, and resilience of every person within it. Challenges still came, as they always do, but this time, we faced them with open communication and genuine understanding.
And after everything—the searching, the leaving, the rebuilding—we finally found what we had been looking for all along.
We found home in Your Tune Radio.
A place that uplifts purple pride. A place that brings hope, value, and a true sense of belonging to everyone—both within and beyond the community. A place where voices come together in one tune, united by purpose, passion, and heart, echoing even beyond the boundaries of reality.
And in the end, I realized…
It was never my last hope.
It was the home I was always meant to find.
@imigraeme



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